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CNY!?

2012-01-29T04:07:00.000-08:00

A fresh new start everyone! I hereby wish my friends and the strangers out there(is that you?) a prosperous and wonderful chinese new year! Kinda late but better late than never right? :> Very much in this cny,gatherings of food and friends happening all over the city. Since the cny is still on-going...Can you feel the excitement in the air?! Btw,i'm bloated in my tummy,acne is ruining my life somemore. wtf

Umm,the me and the 2nd day of cny. alright excuse my tardy caption -.-

Cny deco.

Ushering in the year of dragon!:D very the full of symbolism.

The best thing about cny-to bond with friends and I FEEL GOOD!!!

S H W E E T N E S S ! okay so i really love em' :)

And also the most memorable chu 4! gosh i wouldn't mind repeating the day again!! Over 10+ houses visited,and had them over my place for hotpot(upon request of ah song etc).

Group photo with a few missing cause they leave earlier. Next headed to daniel's place. took few glasses of alcohol and totally passed out-the most embarrassing drunk story in my entire life-.- Appropriate phrase to encapsulate the day:it can be...chu 4 very awesome ehh?(couldn't come up with anything better wtf)

And the old classmates came visit!:>

Okay that's all about it. Anyways,the sad reality is that school starts tml!! In any case,Happy and Healthy Lunar New Year ahead!

Hugs,

Boss,needing a day off

2012-01-05T03:28:00.000-08:00

Off of everything. EVERYTHING.

2011 at a glance

2011-12-31T00:35:00.002-08:00

Things i should be doing with my time

Things i'm doing all the time

Just a brief insight into 2011. Everything went fast,life,and past. I tend to look at life in a really harsh way. In the grand scheme of things,i feel so small,so naive,so insignificant. Sorta looking forward to 2012,trying too hard to be a healthy teen girl and enter the right path. What to do. Provided i have enough emotions,and so easily shaken. Life's a sum of all choices up to this point,every choices i've made all along the way brought me here. I hope i came to the right place. Um let's see...what else i got....

#Friendship

That wasn't too bad tho. I was constantly widening my friends circle,but personally keep the old at the first place. It is hardly possible for me to eliminate these people from my life. The other way round,i can't easily accept those new people into my life. Simply because most of the time i judge people,but not in a negative way tho. Let's say,i judge people based on their personalities and general attitudes,not by their look or appearance or whatsoever. However,we went separate ways after secondary sch. I started to realize who my real friends are since then,cause most of em' still listen when i'm in pain,still came back after long,still text me even though i rarely reply(deepest apologies) life sucks big time without em' :>

#Relationship

Sorta complicated actually. It picks me up,pulls me down,breaks my heart,watch me drown. I'm so messed up,it was all my fault. I'm immature,capricious and annoying at the same time. I put the blame on myself. I can't seem to let go i can't deny,i'm still holding on,for no reason. Don't ask why,i'm waiting for something unknown,God knows. If second chances are granted,i would be the best ever. I never want to force anyone or even myself,quietly i'll leave it to fate. I hope i'm doing this right.

#Studies

I wasn't really doing my best,yet not the worst. I don't do revision everyday(biggest sin):X I slacked off when my emotions tangled up,cause my mood is everything. Recently i was trying to read more books about law in general and some legal cases in m'sia to get a general outlook and improve my english. I hope it works. The worst part is,i don't give a damn about my economics and business txbook holyshit..:< I was hoping that i could enroll in law school in 2013,again i'll leave everything to fate. Something must be done next year,i swear! Finger crossed :>

To encapsulate 2011 with a single word,it would be UNPRODUCTIVE. Let's count down to the end of the world! Peaceful world,nice things and good people! Happy New Year 2012!!<3

Don't let it go by

2011-12-29T23:27:00.000-08:00

We made dp take pictures of us umm,about 1234567890 times? haha. Another jolly good time :> night was spent at Beach Republic,located near ocean park. New chill out zone!

The restaurant has this gorgeous view of night sky over the sea! How pretty the moon was! Quiet,shady,things line up perfectly.

Cozy restaurant. Just right just nice. I love those who mean so much to me. Friends are all that matter :>

It doesn't have to be that way

2011-12-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

Tell it.

Tell it

why so simple,yet so hard?

New eyes

2011-12-25T09:38:00.000-08:00

As earlier mentioned,i've wanted these for ages! For the very memorable first time in my entire life,i went to my optometrist for an eye checkup and fitted myself the first-ever contacts the other day. T'was absolute ~~awesome~~ pain in ass! I was scared shitless looking at my own finger coming close to poke my eyeball. On the first attempt i took 10 min to wear the left lens on,another 15 for the right. That shitty feelings when your eyes get flooded and vision went blurry,not fun at all >: But then things worked out pretty much better in the end. Now i manage to pop it in in less than 1 min! Talented beginner?:> Went home,my reluctant mum was like.....

Cause you no ask ;X So be it,then.

Yes! I win!!

So,here you go! :)

Likey the lens and the makeup match! And yea i cut my own fringe yesterday. Very the gutsy! Kaybye i'm off!

Yesterday's a history

2011-12-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

So yesterday. Got up bright and early. Like an early-rising bird. Anyone who knows me well will know I hardly ever get out of bed early in the morning. So don't date me to breakfast. I would definitely turn the damn alarm off and drift back to sleep. However! I woke up at 9(i personally think this is kinda early). After school registration work,took a shower etc and finally get to meet sam for afternoon tea @ Imperial Palace hotel. Spending time with sam always promises a good laugh. :)

the girl back home from aussie

This guy came disturb shooo

Menawan restaurant,Imperial Palace

Oreo cheese cake. Tasted good.

Yong chow fried rice. Two thumbs up!

Service wise,too SLOW since the restaurant wasn't overcrowded.

Nothing but a good tea time accompanied by decent food and desserts. Sam decided to make tang yuen so we headed over to open air market to buy some ingredients. The dough was too sticky so she ended up making muachi instead of tang yuan. Loll.

Evidently too bored. Nothing else better to do in my life. /.\

Anyone tried love-shaped tang yuan? You needing this if you're ending 2011 single haha*sarcasm

Home-made steamboat for reunion dinner. Getting kinda bored with steamboat lately. Sorry for the utterly boring post,so all these sum up my winter solstice fest(don't know if this is right wateverrr) ;D

Just another year

2011-12-20T03:08:00.000-08:00

Before you know it,another year is going to end. Another whole new year lies ahead. There's no point making new year's resolutions,cause most of them are made to be broken. 2011 was horrible,thank god it's going away! 2012 is going to be the major turning point in my life,can't wait to finish stpm,dye my hair brown and leave this town. And maybe not coming back anymore. Cause dad's going to work and live somewhere else next year.

Btw,I've been back from travel for almost a week. Food and malls are the only two things that define kl. Just looked through my camera and found these pictures,some of the best food i had during my entire stay in kl and klang:-

Clay pot rice @ SubangJaya

Paper wrapped chicken @ Rawang

Fruit ice jellies @ Bukit Bintang area

Milk cendol with cincau @ Bukit bintang area

Totally hooked to the Klang's famous dry bak kut teh!!!

Yeeyen just got back from KL too! Our return flights hit the ground on the same day,what a coincident. This was the gathering at Hartz Chicken Buffet with Anna,Wendy and the 9 others. Was suffering a bad hair day lol. The price was ok. Food wise,real bad and disappointing. Btw,that was a good night with the retards!;)

Something just keeps bothering me,but i have to pretend like it's not. Lately i was continuously harassed by some guy i'm nt interested in. I'm pissed,really pissed,extremely pissed by the text msg spam in my phone. I dont live to entertain you DUMB. F*CK YEAH!

You're in big trouble,i'm serious.

I wear this on my face all the time,YOU BLIND?!

Want to feel happy?

2011-12-09T11:42:00.001-08:00

Ohh well,i'm all in the mood for shopping. Shopping cures depression? Yes exactly! It's the only thing that makes me fully unwind and take my mind off things. I'm so tempted to buy something whenever i feel super low and doubt my own existence. Btw,my spending is getting out of control,i think i should go back to miri asap.

This is the issue with having a little depression. Got me into this raging shopping mode. I spent a total of rm600++ on shopping in just 48hours time. I think i'm suffering from a kind of disease. When i shop the world gets better,believe me it's very true. But sinful at the same time.

New clothes! Getting to clear all the stuff i dont wear anymore from my closet. A list of things i purchased throughout the days:

1. 4 tops from Forever 21,Padini,Elements,Lence Shop

2. 4 dresses from Forever 21,Lence Shop & Some random shops i can barely rmb the name

3. 2 skirts from some random shops

4. 2 shorts from Nichii

5. 2 shower cap & socks (requested souvenir -___-)

Also,my new baby from Summit. Handbags are loves!

Sunway pyramid my shopping heaven! I seriously love this place too much!!

Was able to meet up with Joy & Kah Ming. Had my best time with em' @ pyramid. Sucha delightful outing ayye! They made me happy woppps ;D

Headed over to Zanmai for dinner. Great food nice ambiance. Awesome mind blowing sushi!!! I can hardly recall the name of the food... lets start drooling..;D

The next day,had lunch @ Sakae sushi. I'm the sushi freak!!

Sakae is my all time favorite. Good as always!;) Their soft shell crab handroll is one of the best i've ever tried.

Very good. I'm starving. Hunger kills. It's 3 o'clock in the morning. Carrying myself to bed. Night world!

When you're gone

2011-12-08T09:33:00.001-08:00

Yet you'll never know,being strong is the most unbearable painful thing in my life.

You don't know or you're pretending?! you sucks man SUCKS. SUCKS!

bullshyt. you're so gay. but why i can't fully hate you?!

When the end begins

2011-12-06T07:08:00.001-08:00

So now,forgive me. please.

Holiday and birthday!

2011-12-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

This year round,we decided to head to Genting for my sister's 23rd. I usually spoil her with many different ways and things when it comes to her birthday. How blessed she is to have me as her lovely sister. We're so darn happy together!

The birthday girl was driving all the way up to Genting. Like my driver ;X

The freaking birthday gift that cost me a bomb!

Dress up beautifully is a girl natural instinct ;D

Ohh the me ;D

Candid;D

We've today,who needs tomorrow!

I love you like a love song babe <3

Now,food and more food! I'm sucha glutton :X

Abalone. Delicious but sinful price. ><

Young taufu. Yums!

The crazy oyster omelette. Heaven in a bite!

Time to burn calories! Sucha healthy glutton ;P

With cousie ;)

Holding breath and start to sink.

Say hello to my little nephew! He knows how to use the iphone,so yengg.

Have a dazzling day,bye!;D

Right here,right now

2011-12-01T18:59:00.001-08:00

Yeap,landed safely in KL 37 hrs ago! Finally i shall get down to blog. It was very chaotic cause i was late to check-in for my flight. Simply because of the dense traffic at the ByPass road. The check-in staff is truly one horribly retarded bitch. I don't mind if she reject my flight,but her incredible rudeness really heated up my blood to the maximum boiling point. Luckily the flight was delayed or else i would definitely missed it.

Mmmm...i'm seeking to find the best food in KL!! Seriously the seafood was pretty decent i ain't kidding.

The seafood was really really fresh! @ Ketam Steamboat-Setapak Jaya

Something to die for!! Fresh lobster salad @ Kuala Selangor

Steamed fish @ Kuala Selangor

Crab with thick tomato sauce @ Kuala Selangor

The room i'm staying in. So the comfy!

My legs with love,for you! Off to Genting now. Bye!;D

Never again

2011-11-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Sying:

Never let your emotions govern your action.

That's what make you grow as a person.

Remind yourself of Who you are,

and What you wanna be.

You can't afford to lose anymore...

Reunited!

2011-11-28T01:02:00.001-08:00

They're back!! *crying tears of happiness. It's been a long long time since we last did anything stupid together. Seriously,i'm so blessed with this amazing bunch of friends i could ever ask for;) Time passes,things change,people change,but something just remain the same despite all. As usual,we circled up and chat like wild animals,like ROARR! Nothing could be better than this,i swear!

The dessert house's 1st year anniversary! Honestly the food wasn't really mind blowing,but at least worth a try. The clown kept us entertained with a few pocket magic for kids.-.- I failed at this btw. WEIRD. Doesn't matter,we had Funn anyway.;)

Heehh. Figuring things out. Look at these people. Aren't they all so lovely?! haha!

On a side note....

I need another haircut tomorrow,namely because my fringe's growing at this ridiculous rate. It's getting long and heavy. I'm having this internal struggle: bangs or side swept fringe? @$$#%%$#@*&!????

I'm procrastinating,again. Yeah babeh!! Fullstop.♥

Of late,slacked off

2011-11-26T12:13:00.001-08:00

Yes i know,i've been slacking on this site. Lazy bugs all over me,i'm happy cause i'm doing nothing all the time. Eheeehee... Thanks for the understanding btw! C; For those wondering if i'm doing ok. I'm better than fine. I feel like the most boring person on this planet,like WOAH. Bored out of my skull!

I bet you guys noticed,i've got a brand new header img. Simple and clean. I think it's way better than the previous one lol. Theheee... Photoshoot credits to mr.Lj and friends who made me laughed like a drain. Thanks heaps! We should chill again,soon!

Candid shot. LIKE.

Captionless.

Okay,fyi i'll be on vacation for next few weeks. Out of here definitely. KL and Penang here i come!;D Food food food!!!!!! Dad,sis and cousie tagged along,going to have fun! Btw,haven't made my hotel reservation yet,so many things to deal with. I'm seriously bad at these stuff. Ugh. Well,i'm in desperate need of some rest. Good nightey!;))

珍惜眼前人

2011-11-21T23:14:00.001-08:00

一个人的生命里

有人进来有人离开

进来的无法婉拒

离开的无法挽留

人生就是这样

到头来还是得一个人过

不要埋怨离开的人不再对你好

不要嫌弃身边的人对你不够好

珍惜眼前人

趁他还没转身之前

趁他还给你一个机会对他好

有时候一转身就是一辈子

回头看看多少没说出的情感

没办法说出来的才是遗憾

世上最悲剧的悲剧

就是你回头了

他却转身离开了

这辈子

没有人愿意为你停留

只有用真心和智慧

才有留得住的人

今天开始

把说不出的爱说出来

不要再错过了

亲情也好爱情也好

珍惜。:)

Long hair gone short

2011-11-16T01:10:00.001-08:00

Got my hair chopped off to a ~~decent~~ and even length.

It looks perfectly healthy right now.;)

Frizzy split ends gone,like finally. Great.

And now my random long hair turned into something like this:

SO REFRESHING MAN!

Should have cut it shorter,but i'm cool with it.

So how? You like?? ;D

10 things im gonna do this holiday break

2011-11-14T05:18:00.001-08:00

1. A complete hair makeover.

2. Travel till i get lost.

3. Shopping. Shop till bankrupt.

4. Watch shitty movies and laugh.

5. Old friends reunite.

6. A beach vacation.

7. Temporary social isolation.

8. Blogging.

9. Celebrate 2012.

10. Study (this will definitely fall to the bottom of the list. Cause this isn't something i wanna do,y'know)

Im just plain lazy today. Or maybe just too ~~bored~~.

C'MON IM SO BORED!!!!!

COME ENTERTAIN ME

OR ELSE I MAY KILL SOMEONE

I'M SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ummm,i mean...i'm just kidding. AAHHHHH..... Bye people.

My forever 18-year-old mom

2011-11-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

Greetings! How have you all been lately? ;)

Basically,this post is all about my mom's EARLY birthday celebration as her birthday falls on the 24th of Dec. I know it's weird to organize a birthday celebration so far in advance. However,we figured we should celebrate her birthday 1 month++ earlier cause she would love to have all her three children present to celebrate her upcoming birthday. It would be an invasion of privacy if i post her age on here cause y'know,she always looks younger than her actual age:X She kept her real age secret for precisely this reason hhhaaaaha. Anywayss,mom doesn't want anything big. So we bought her a cake and sorta hang out after lunch. :)

Black forest cake her absolute favorite. Ok i've no idea about the "mummy,guai guai" part,this apparently came from my super extraordinary sis. wo beh tahan her sometimes.

Brunch @ Dynasty restaurant. Ready to pig out! Their honey barbecue spareribs were fantastically delicious. I don't really know how to explain,cause i sucks at food writing. so let's skip this part ;D

While waiting to be served. Pull out smartphones and camera,surf surf snap snap... Don't you think my mom looks young?(without botox ahhhaaaa)

Eating out of boredom. Mom spent a couple hours in the salon and abandoned her kids.;(

Went home. Day gone.

Happy birthday mum! Umm,sounds a little too early?

Kisses from your daughter who loves you like mad,literally. ♥

That awkward moment

2011-11-11T05:14:00.001-08:00

That awkward moment when you carry your camera around and took photos like an expert. Then you started to realize there's no memory stick in it! Screw you, AWKWARD.

Being ill sucks. I can't breathe through my nostril and my eyes burn. I'm drowning in tissues. T^T Some more,it hurts like F when you sneeze with an ulcer under your tongue!! ULCER SUCHA SUPER UGLY NASTY THING!! Here comes another awkward moment when ulcers make you speak like a duck -______-

Got some of the my results back today. Worse than expected? I've no idea why i forgot to write the question number. I sorta dont know what to do with myself right now. Feel like a complete shitz. Life is a joke but i don't get it. Kind of disappointed with my existence.

Btw,i miss the stars. And everything about the stargazing and after-dinner chat with friends in the field last night. The sky has been so beautiful lately. Watch the stars with me?:)

Knowing that we’re staying under the same sky calms my heart :)
I miss you? i don't know. night.

Ecstatic!

2011-11-09T23:44:00.000-08:00

I'm done and it's finally here... Exams are officially over!! Fun times ahead! Gosh i couldn't be happier. *grins* I feel really,really good till i get the results... I'm not excited about my grades at all,so imma deal with this later. ;D

I deserved holidays and i know it! Btw,idk what to do and where to begin. Eat or sleep? Or maybe draw up few plans to reunite with old friends? Just trying to be occupied. Boredom is never anything healthy. On a serious note,i need to mentally prepare myself for the next semester,cause all these while i'm just not putting in enough efforts as i should be.

Last Sunday,i attended Fiona and Desmond's wedding dinner with my sis. I can't help but to notice how happy they were. The happiness is so contagious that it infects each and everyone of us! And i hardly held back my tears when the bride and groom were showing their gratitude to their parents. :') Mum and dad always the greatest heroes of all!

The best thing ever is just to love and be loved in return,when you meet the right person at the right time. ♥

All the best in all the adventures in life and congratz on your wedding!! ;D

Then,i actually took a few minutes to imagine how my wedding day would be like. Im not exactly sure how i want it to be. I don't care about how big/small it is,all i care about would be my elegant beautiful wedding gown and my handsome groom tats it:X There's no any particular reason why this came from a girl who doesn't want to get in a relationship anytime too soon. But who cares,just saying. So i came up with something like this:-

Something clean and simple.

The groom with pair of sexy eyes.

Edward Cullen!? He's getting married with somebodeh else. UGH

Lee min ho would be a better choice. But i don't speak korean.-_________-

Whoever he is! And we lived happily ever after. Yes! Tat is it!

Anywayyy,back to reality. I'm still not sure if i wanna get married. At least for now,i don't want to. I'm feeling too insecure about relationships. And I should focus elsewhere at this age.

So im kind of in love with this pair of earrings. Haaa..soh random. Getting to sleep in 10 minutes. Parties tonight! *kisses goodbye;)

Life is a beautiful struggle

2011-11-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

"If you die in an elevator, be sure to push the Up button."

Exams are ~~Nearly~~ over! I still have my history paper next tuesday and wednesday,then that is it.:D I've no idea how well/poor i did. All i know is that i spent 8 hours per day to download innumerable pages of notes into my head. How come i thought i studied so much,but so much was still not enough? Macroecons made me feel like a dumbass,i messed up bits of info here and there.

This is how i survive exam week,downing coffee for night-ups. I have not slept more than 3 hours every night,crammed everything non stop,like seriously. I feel terrible,but i'm doing this all the time.

And it was yesterday night,my sis sneaked back to Miri without us knowing. Everyone was stunned looking at her and my mum's face was like O.O!!!!!! Cause 4 hours ago she phoned and told us she was somewhere in Midvalley with my cousie. She can't stop laughing at us being fooled,pretty like a wicked witch. My super epic extraordinary awesome sister -.-

Well,i have 2 & 1/2 more days until the next history paper. The duration is a little long that slacking mood already started to kicked in! Most of my friends are partying in facebook already. I squeezed in sometime to go shopping with my sis. Simply cheering myself up.

I bought this pair of sandals and my sis bought herself a different pair too. *Start counting on my fingers.............I have 12 pairs of shoes including this but i only have two feet. Umm,I never realized this before so it's not my fault EHEEHE. I think i should start to cut down my expenditure on unnecessary items.....but now everything is offered with discounts,cause holidays are coming real soon! So ladies...

Are you ready?!!

Peace out!

谢谢你

2011-10-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

经历过那么多风风雨雨

所幸我们依然是朋友

感恩现在祝愿未来

Da witch's back from dinner!

2011-10-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

Say ya miss me! :) It's been a while since i last wrote,you're probably curious what i'm up to these days. I've been so busy this past week and didn't put as much time as i wish i did. Partly it's because of studies,mostly it's because of the preparation for the annual convocation night. This dinner is clearly a major event for all the pre-u students in my school. This year round,we held the dinner at Mega Hotel. I was helping with both organizing and receptionist work again,like what i always did in chung hua last time. Along with the mayor,teachers and parents,we were there last night to witness the graduation of all the upper-year students.

I put on my dinner wear and did a slight smokey eye,nothing much. The pair of dangle earrings was so freaking heavy and damaged the piercings. Even now the pain is still there :[

snapshot.

The Loveliest

:-*

We're uniquely emo-ish in our own way

From the wonderland.

My best malay friend!

Mr.boss

Ystdy was our last day with joyce *crying my lungs out :'(

Kiss kisses goodbye :-*

Having western food in chinese setting. The food wasn't all that great but overall it was pretty ok.

Masquerade. We actually had a live fashion show on stage but i'm way too embarrassed to upload those photos ;P sibeh paiseh hahahx

Believe it or not. This mask is handcrafted all by myself.

The dinner ended horrendously. We were all on stage to sing "The climb"-miley cyrus. The guests became deaf to our extremely unbearable high pitched voices in their ears hahaha. Basically we were not singing,we were just making scary noises to freak them out :x But i likey that part,we sang like one big family. Well,exams start up again next week,the devil's coming to get me. I need a stress buster. Dear life,please cut me some slack. ;'( I am so MALAS. Sigh. Kays,time to get my study done. GEARING UP UP UP. Ohh nooo I'm so hungry right now.

Peace. xoxo

# 10 reasons you should get me contact lenses

2011-10-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Wouldn't you rather wear contact lenses than glasses?! I actually want to switch to contacts but my mom won't let me. She'll never give in no matter how hard i try to convince her,maturely,like an adult. There are the 10 reasons why i should switch to contact lenses:-

1. My glasses fog up in the cold. I'll probably bang my head on the wall or bump into doorjamb.

2. Wearing makeup with glasses generally looks out of place. Contact lenses make asian eyes look huge..? Especially good for those with monolids,for example...me.

3. My glasses slide down my face and i always need to push it slightly back up on my nose----like a little old lady.

4. I often smash my glasses in my face when i lay in the couch to read or watch tv.

5. Wearing glasses alter the shape of my nose. I don't want a big crooked nose to mess up my face.

6. Glasses can break easily and less durable.

7. Sunglasses can reduce sun glare when i drive under the annoying bright sun. But i can't wear sunglasses with eyeglasses on. How this?

8. Glasses're a bit annoying in the rain.

9. The frame of the glasses itself can obstruct my view.

10. My friends knock my glasses off when they get too excited?

Contact lens VS ~~Glasses~~. Contacts win. So please say YES! Please OHH please?

# Something to update

2011-10-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

#Getting myself all dressed up before family gathering with daddy's kawan and his family. Daddy randomly bumped into his childhood friend he hadn't seen in 35 years time. The world could be awfully small sometimes. I actually don't like it when they don't believe my age and assume i'm much younger. For certain people i could still be in form 3 because of my size or maybe something else hmm..i don't know.

I'm so not the happy when it comes to my size. I can hardly grow and i wanna know why. So here's the deal: I'm like 162cm tall,43kg and i'm 18. Basically girls will reach their ultimate height at the age of 18 and growing gradually stops between 16-18 (IHateThisFact) This probably the biggest disaster of my life :'( I wanna grow taller desperately. I just need the few extra cm but i don't find myself growing any longer -.- Apart from my height,i don't like my size as well. I actually eat like mad and i feed myself 2 plates of rice per meal. Along with that,i don't do exercise at all and i don't play sports either. I have extremely fast metabolism rate and my stomach gets flat each time after i use the toilet.:X Being tiny SUX a lot.

Enough of grumbling. Here comes the best moment of my life---when it rains. I adore rainy days,a little too much. Rain > Everything

Raindrops trickle down my window. nice shot ae? sexy rain ;D

I'm too lazy to drive so mummy had to become my driver. Was busy capturing my favorite raining moment. I started to carry my camera around with me more often.

Chill,happy weekends:)

With love,Sy

WTF is up with this society?!

2011-10-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

She is Yueyue,a very adorable 2 year-old girl,passed away due to a massive trauma after a hit-run accident. Can you imagine this small little girl was run over by 2 freakin bloody vans TWICE with the tyres of both vans rolled over her body?! Over the 17 minutes after the 1st van knocked her over,the driver immediately ran away of course,17 people walked by without slowing down to avoid being scammed. At last a kind garbage scavenger finally lifted the poor little girl away from the road. If one of the 17 bastards had stopped to aid her earlier or at least call the police,she definitely won't be left rolled by the second van. Look at that 17 very idiotic creatures,i wanna grab a gun and shoot them in their face. Well,to both asshole drivers,GO FUCK YOURSELF for talking on phone while driving you placed you sickening eyes under your butt!! It was on the BBC international news this morning-Outcry in China over hit-and-run toddler left in street. i couldn't even finish the video,it made me cry for so long,sucks man. Really,humanity is going through a slow death. Human race is devolving back into animals.

This is what the 1st driver said after being arrested: If you hit a person, you would ran away too, I’m willing to compensate some money, but I will not turn myself in.

SHADDAP! MAY YOU ROT IN THE HELL!!!!!!

Little Yueyue,God bless your soul,RIP.

# Title pending

2011-10-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

Why can't we go to school on Saturday and Sunday and relax for the rest of the week? My school simply sucks cause it gives to have dreadful school days on Saturday to run the school events. We've been having lots of these. So there i was, stuck in the school yesterday running up and down the stage for the Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang when i'd rather be elsewhere. What a waste of leisure and resources. #frustrating.

Anyways,Saturday the international holiday:] It's been awhile since the last gathering with my girls. I've been battling depression for the past 2 weeks. I don't want to be bothered with those shits and EMO stuffs anymore. So yea,tagged along my girls with me to do our window shopping and dinner in town. Miri too small no place to go ayy. Parkson,Boulevard,Merdeka Mall,Pelita,Mayland,Starbucks...where else? I want a wide grass field in miri where i can lay in the grass and gaze at the stars. That would be the best recreational activity ever ♥

I rarely wear red because it's so visible. I noticed that this is the only red-ish one in my closet. I just don't get why some of the girls are so obsessed with red-ish and leopard print clothes. They think they look hot but i was never a fan of these so called hot stuff. #just my personal opinion,no offense but still offending anyway. hah. But still i was wearing red ystrday night idk why ok whatever heeee.

Alrightey. I found out something really bad about myself. I enjoyed isolating myself whenever i stay inside the house. I'll lock myself in the room upstairs with my earphones on and i get freakishly mad when my mum or brother come knock on my door. I'll always tell them to do a lil less minding bout my business. ~~rude daughter~~ but what to do, they care too much bout me. I mostly keep things to myself.

Holiday break is only one month away. My lovely people are coming back to miri for hols. I miss em' terribly especially sista Howard,Yeeyen and Joy,the others hmm,not so. :P I'm flying back to kl in the end of nov to do some catch up with those important person of mine over there heee. Obviously shopping is the best & the main thing to do, i'm ready to fly:D

A lil too much for today. Have a good week ahead! :)

Demi again.
Did you forget? I know i shouldn't have but..
~~imy~~ and i really do. but you don't.

Back to life

2011-10-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

I do feel a little better right now. Ever since my mood went down, it constantly engulfs my entire body and drain all the energy out of me. All the people around me started to worry bout me a lot more than usual but I don't wanna gain any negative attention at all. I don't tell lies, but i don't tell the truth. I just have to avoid whenever they try to bring it up. Except on here,occasionally. I'm coming back to life. Slowly. I'm looking for some inspirations, i don't wanna get stuck here all the time.

Facebook is increasingly boring. I found myself getting a little too antisocial nowadays,apparently a good sign. Why can't people just live without fb? There you will find all sort of things that piss you off. Don't let that website take over your life,it'll give you FAD(google it).

I need to go to school tml though it's a Saturday. Wtf. Now it's alrdy 1am,seriously I need to get some sleep now. Goodnight to the everything on the earth!

I'll be rising from the ground,like a skycraper [Skycraper-Demi Lovato]

这一年，我十八岁

2011-10-03T08:10:00.000-07:00

18岁

消极的我

心和灵不间断的磨合

18，特别痛特别煎熬

莫名奇妙被逼着长大

莫名其妙被推入现实

莫名其妙最爱的人

一个接一个离开

眼里含着泪过上无数个夜晚

上天也许很嫉妒

每隔 4 5 天

总要往我心上穿一针

最爱的人也好家人也好朋友也好

时常因为太多太多的坚持

和害怕伤害而无法坦白的理由

和最亲爱人火星撞地球

累了倦了于是躲起来了

勇气没有了难过多了

心也碎了所以沉默了

18，爱情。

爱得比较多的那个

总是输得最彻底

有个他曾是我的太阳

现在地球不再运转

这一季的冬天会很长很长

雨天我会在很远的地方想起你

也许有一天就不哭泣了

应该还是会想念的
因为很爱过

18，误闯华丽包装的现实世界

迎接的是一双双罪恶的双手

每颗心中住着恶魔

利器藏在字字句句背后

千百个世纪

换化成理所当然不变的真理—为了生存
走不进也退不出这世界

会否有一天我心中的热血不再
像只饥饿冷血的恶魔
在这充满罪恶的世界中推挤
为了生存而生存？

18，是只伤痕累累的猛兽
躲在自己的世界害怕受伤

好想握一双温暖的手
好想要一个温暖的拥抱

消极的我
这一年，十八岁。

~~我想大哭一场~~

# ♥

2011-09-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

It's raining outside. Wet season approached and my mood has lifted. The gentle rainfall helps to ease me towards the state of deep relaxation,i love it when it rains. I'm particularly in a good mood today,I’ve been working so hard this week....with enthusiasm,so I’m pretty proud of myself *wink

Before this I think i'm prone to depression when i begin to realize the harsh realities of the real world. It appears to be traumatic sometimes,money makes the world go round. I wish everything is just nice and peaceful. It gets better over time when i actually learn to ignore people and the sarcastic tone of voices. Life is good right now,perfectly awesome.

Final exams are coming up,so i'm studying like a real nerd lately. Gearing up to give final exams the biggest shoot by having lesser outings with friends and being nerdy at home,this is definitely a good sign:) It is too bad not to be ambitious i guess. I wanna be a four flatter soh badly,sounds very kiasu to be true.:X Kiasuism is now a very common trait and behavior,it's a worldwide trend for successful people to follow,you must try it out HAHA

Ends with a picture of ze witch. She needs food right now,getting out and hunt. Until then blog. Bye y'all. #something's wrong with my post editor,idk why. *sigh

It will rain-Bruno Mars ♥

Mood swing

2011-09-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

Yes i'm a incredibly credulous. It's nice to know you go behind my back without me knowing. Certain truth are too ugly to fully explore. How could i been so blind,stupid of me to keep holding on. I dont know what to do with this right now. Just leave it broken,i'm not gonna fix it anymore.

A gross and weird guy has broken into my blog recently,i knew it. Stop being disgusting and my life has nothing to do with yours...stop commenting on it and dont come without invitation. i dont give a damn about you. You know who you are,just stay away from me or else i'll send you down to hell,the devil in me is starving :@

Goodbye.

Too much love :)

2011-09-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

Meet my new toy-Canon Powershot S95,most likely the 2nd best pocket camera in the world with 5 stars review. Cost rm1.5K,10 megapixel single-lens camera,indeed well worth the investment. :)

This year's Mid-autumn fest is extra special for me as I had plenty of fun with a big bunch of friends,but not the whiner and the stupid know-it-all of course. Acted like a genius regardless of whether she actually know anything about the matter or not. I seriously hate her arrogant speaking style,how i wish i could slap her in the face sometimes. Nonetheless, i'm incredibly happy to have so many students and parents supporting us, and also my loveliest and supportive teammates. And i love watching the fireworks display with em',too much fun. :)

Alrightey,it's saturday again. Leon called so we went to lunch & shopping since he's leaving on the next day hmm. He's a good guy,and of course a good friend tho. :)

@ Starbucks

Later at night,Shin Yee came visit so we went out for dinner @ Ajisen. Our conversations could never be flat,i felt secure around her and i could tell her everything about me. This is what best friends do:)

Icey as supper @ Home Desserts.

my love

Freakin wonderful weekends but my wallet ran out of money in 2 days time. It's sad when you find there's no money in your wallet. Am now having money blues.

领悟

2011-09-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

有时候宁可选择伤害自己

也不要伤害身边的人

因为内疚的感觉

往往比受伤来得痛。

I need some rest.

2011-09-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

I'm suppose to get tons of stuff done during weekends. The workload just keeps piling up but i spent chunks of time on slacking and fb. Multitasking causes me less productive as compare to yesterday. I'm totally insanely pressed for time during weekdays but during weekends....

FB is a big distraction. When purely looking at the to-do-list i can simply conclude that teachers are there ready to kill me on monday but typically none of these problems have been big enough to disrupt my weekends. Been too hardworking yesterday until I slept on the desk last night and didn't move an inch until 6 in the morning. So I ended up having severe pain in my back and neck. I think i deserve a break.

I'm just making myself too busy moving forward at this moment so i'll have no time to turn back,no time to think and no time to cry. I know time will take it away.....

IMY

X X

2011-09-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

把自己搞得很忙很忙

忙完了就累倒累倒了就睡觉

我应该是很健忘的

这样的话应该很快就没事了

   有时候太勇敢太不顾一切
   换来的总是太受伤

   再度消失人间。 --再见

Why life's so frustrating?

2011-09-04T02:46:00.000-07:00

Last day of hols before we go back to school,indicates my lovely hols are going to end in not more than 24hrs. How did that happen. How frustrating. I'm feeling not enough at all.. Nice breakaway from hectic school life & busy schedule. Honestly I miss nothing about the school,neither the school nor the people inside. :x Gonna cry over the bloody exam papers soon,ahh too soon. :'(

Stupid public speaking thingy annoys me,so sick of it. I'm still so blank and 0% prepared. How am i gonna speak in front of 600+ people omfg freakin stress annoyed disturbed ugghh. Experienced once and had enough of public speaking anxiety. Alright i wish i can i can i can conquer. Now just gotta stand up and stay strong,even though I'm alone all by myself.

Kkays cincai update as a pretty fullstop for raya hols,not gonna update that often anymore. School starts soon bring me back to hell. Sucks.

2.44 midnight.

還是要幸福-田馥甄

The perfect union ♥

2011-09-03T18:16:00.000-07:00

Going to wedding dinner

Happy wedding day,cousin :)

转折

2011-08-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

告别这一段生活。

希望是好的

Love like a love song.

2011-08-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

Isn't it lovely? :)

Like my family <3

Somehow i wish

2011-07-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

I'm a princess

not a witch

After love

2011-07-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

Day-53 after love

Tell me where it hurts